confused ):
Friday, February 26, 2010 4:44 AM
Love&Life is complicated ):. idk wat's wrong wif mie , all i know is i love to upset my love ones that are always by my side . It's just making me sad & feel like crying . Now , all i left in my life is my one&only bbylove that i cherish but i failed to be a responsible&being a good girlfy to him .. I'm just being a troublemaker . I feel like giving up my life , but i know i couldn''t cuz life still have to go on no matter wat . all i wanted was :
only be with you
every minute with you
&& feels like i can do anything ..
make you comfortable with me and always make eu smile .
Evrywhere i'm looking now , i'm surrounded by your embrace ):
embrace me tightly like how i did to you
i'll love you as much as how eu love mie
cherish evry moments i'm with you
from now on , i mux be independent and cannot depend on eu animore as how eu said tat to mie ..
wat ur thinking towards me is incorrect not as eu said eu feel like u're my '_________' but indeed u had taught me a lot of things , eu show mie direction to go & also taught me the meaning of life&love . i regretted evry drops of mistakes i did to you , but i knew with all my sorries , it wont heal ur pain inside ur heart . i understand , all i have to sayy i owe eu thousands of sorrys . idk wat to say beside sorry .. It's been shameful for mie evrytime i met eu . i felt that im useless , but wat can i do , i just act normally to evryone showing that i have no problems to settle with , but straught from my heart , i look happy on the outside but im freaking sad in the inside of my heart )': Nobodi undastands me , only GOD knows ); how i wish my life was not that miserable but i know that && nobodi is perfect ! that's true ..
Im sick & tired for all the fites we wen thru . all the fites is from mie . I'm always being a stupid girl to you .. haishhhh ):
Thanxx fer evrything that eu did to mie , i shld appreciate eu more , listen to ur advice , evrything uhsss ! ): besides , no one can replace eu .. How am i suppose to make them replaces that easy ? we shared evrything ! it won't be erase from my mind . it's hard baby ! ):
i'll never ever forget eu in myy life ! ):
i'm sad & crying while writing this post ! ):
i need someone to lean on and its YOU !
i need someone to become my listener when i need to , and its YOU !
i need someone to kiss on , and it's YOU !
i need someone to embrace me tightly wen i sad nor in pain and it's YOU !
i need someone in my life that makes me feels completed and it's YOU !
EVRYTHING it's YOU ! YOU ! && just YOUUUUU !! ):
Thanxx also for enduring my ****ing attitudes towards you all this while .. i'll promise i'll change ):
&& lastly to my beloved fwens , thanx fer evrything && being an understanding person towards mie .
all tears shed on myy cheeks & it's all for you bby ! haish ..
i'm stoping now . i'm crying badly ! )':
byeeeee ppls !
what goes around , comes around )':
Labels: confused and sad ):
