missing you ♥
Sunday, February 28, 2010 3:08 AM
I miss those sweet moments when i'm with you .
All the larfter we share , the cute smiles on your face that brings me joy evrytime i look at you .
I just miss evrything bby .
ily bbyboyy ♥
♥abdulaqilbinmisran
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ecp beybehh ! ♥
Saturday, February 27, 2010 4:49 AM
♥The everlast shirt i receive for my 1yr9mths from aqil (:
todayy py ECP wif aqil&his company ! It's aiman bbq :D ader mimie , acha , lan , aisha ? k idk tat girl name , ida , azhar , rawnie & moreeee :D It was fun ! hahah :DD makan ? erm , i ate rice & chicken ! urm , my fav mann ! hehe :D
aqil tot of naq ton at ecp but his mum & me dun allow coz hes tired , he came baq from werk & straight go mit aiman and fetch the rest of his fwens & he almost neva sleep for one dayy .. && eu noe wat ? today supposedly at arnd 2.10pm , he should attend his motocycle thingy and he forgotten to go ! how cute lurhs he ! (: hahah ! (:
go ecp , take van , aiman aqil's fwen go and rent a van for us to go there . LOL :D
when they cook the food , i did my malay hmwk there ... hardwerking mahh ! :DD hahas ! i've finished my 'O level paper there ! :D
then have fun there blahblah , aiman send me home (: there's aqil , Dan , lan and the kakak idk her name inside the car . first send the kakak at bedok interchange and lastly me (:
oh btw , me and aqil took pictures of lan and the girl .. mcm bastard sia we bof .. hahah ! :D
**secretly we took their pics together wen we're insedi the van ((:
aqil went baq home late . understood la , but i dun mind (:
lastly i'm having alot fun todayy ! thanxx for evrything aqil&his companyy ! :DD
eventhough i dun noe them that well excluded my bf la obviously , they're fun & kecohhhs ! hahah :DD
ily ppls (:
kk baq to studyy now (:
nitex readers ! (:
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confused ):
Friday, February 26, 2010 4:44 AM
Love&Life is complicated ):. idk wat's wrong wif mie , all i know is i love to upset my love ones that are always by my side . It's just making me sad & feel like crying . Now , all i left in my life is my one&only bbylove that i cherish but i failed to be a responsible&being a good girlfy to him .. I'm just being a troublemaker . I feel like giving up my life , but i know i couldn''t cuz life still have to go on no matter wat . all i wanted was :
only be with you
every minute with you
&& feels like i can do anything ..
make you comfortable with me and always make eu smile .
Evrywhere i'm looking now , i'm surrounded by your embrace ):
embrace me tightly like how i did to you
i'll love you as much as how eu love mie
cherish evry moments i'm with you
from now on , i mux be independent and cannot depend on eu animore as how eu said tat to mie ..
wat ur thinking towards me is incorrect not as eu said eu feel like u're my '_________' but indeed u had taught me a lot of things , eu show mie direction to go & also taught me the meaning of life&love . i regretted evry drops of mistakes i did to you , but i knew with all my sorries , it wont heal ur pain inside ur heart . i understand , all i have to sayy i owe eu thousands of sorrys . idk wat to say beside sorry .. It's been shameful for mie evrytime i met eu . i felt that im useless , but wat can i do , i just act normally to evryone showing that i have no problems to settle with , but straught from my heart , i look happy on the outside but im freaking sad in the inside of my heart )': Nobodi undastands me , only GOD knows ); how i wish my life was not that miserable but i know that && nobodi is perfect ! that's true ..
Im sick & tired for all the fites we wen thru . all the fites is from mie . I'm always being a stupid girl to you .. haishhhh ):
Thanxx fer evrything that eu did to mie , i shld appreciate eu more , listen to ur advice , evrything uhsss ! ): besides , no one can replace eu .. How am i suppose to make them replaces that easy ? we shared evrything ! it won't be erase from my mind . it's hard baby ! ):
i'll never ever forget eu in myy life ! ):
i'm sad & crying while writing this post ! ):
i need someone to lean on and its YOU !
i need someone to become my listener when i need to , and its YOU !
i need someone to kiss on , and it's YOU !
i need someone to embrace me tightly wen i sad nor in pain and it's YOU !
i need someone in my life that makes me feels completed and it's YOU !
EVRYTHING it's YOU ! YOU ! && just YOUUUUU !! ):
Thanxx also for enduring my ****ing attitudes towards you all this while .. i'll promise i'll change ):
&& lastly to my beloved fwens , thanx fer evrything && being an understanding person towards mie .
all tears shed on myy cheeks & it's all for you bby ! haish ..
i'm stoping now . i'm crying badly ! )':
byeeeee ppls !
what goes around , comes around )':
only be with you
every minute with you
&& feels like i can do anything ..
make you comfortable with me and always make eu smile .
Evrywhere i'm looking now , i'm surrounded by your embrace ):
embrace me tightly like how i did to you
i'll love you as much as how eu love mie
cherish evry moments i'm with you
from now on , i mux be independent and cannot depend on eu animore as how eu said tat to mie ..
wat ur thinking towards me is incorrect not as eu said eu feel like u're my '_________' but indeed u had taught me a lot of things , eu show mie direction to go & also taught me the meaning of life&love . i regretted evry drops of mistakes i did to you , but i knew with all my sorries , it wont heal ur pain inside ur heart . i understand , all i have to sayy i owe eu thousands of sorrys . idk wat to say beside sorry .. It's been shameful for mie evrytime i met eu . i felt that im useless , but wat can i do , i just act normally to evryone showing that i have no problems to settle with , but straught from my heart , i look happy on the outside but im freaking sad in the inside of my heart )': Nobodi undastands me , only GOD knows ); how i wish my life was not that miserable but i know that && nobodi is perfect ! that's true ..
Im sick & tired for all the fites we wen thru . all the fites is from mie . I'm always being a stupid girl to you .. haishhhh ):
Thanxx fer evrything that eu did to mie , i shld appreciate eu more , listen to ur advice , evrything uhsss ! ): besides , no one can replace eu .. How am i suppose to make them replaces that easy ? we shared evrything ! it won't be erase from my mind . it's hard baby ! ):
i'll never ever forget eu in myy life ! ):
i'm sad & crying while writing this post ! ):
i need someone to lean on and its YOU !
i need someone to become my listener when i need to , and its YOU !
i need someone to kiss on , and it's YOU !
i need someone to embrace me tightly wen i sad nor in pain and it's YOU !
i need someone in my life that makes me feels completed and it's YOU !
EVRYTHING it's YOU ! YOU ! && just YOUUUUU !! ):
Thanxx also for enduring my ****ing attitudes towards you all this while .. i'll promise i'll change ):
&& lastly to my beloved fwens , thanx fer evrything && being an understanding person towards mie .
all tears shed on myy cheeks & it's all for you bby ! haish ..
i'm stoping now . i'm crying badly ! )':
byeeeee ppls !
what goes around , comes around )':
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Having fun time with love ones ♥
Thursday, February 25, 2010 2:14 AM
*It's jia min fingers! oh-damn ! eu spoil my photo siaa ! tat stupid hand :D hehe :p
first period was P.E && before going to the hall , i camwhore wit my fellow frens :DD
D&T was BO-RING !! STRESS ! OMG ! i even havent started doing nor finishing my N-level course werk .. i looks easy but i was soooo damn lazyyy to do it ): haishh ...
i told my fwen tat i wanted to drop D&T and and MR ADAM heard it ... gaaaahhsss :x
nvm .. no matter wat , i still have to do it (;
tmr hist test ; not yet studyyyy O.O
in class during C.D was studying hist wif angel , kept repeating the werds after her .. It was fun siaaa .. hahaa ! lasrfing like mad dog :DD && we wont be able to study togetha coz we will start larfing && making jokes .heheh (: dhen suddenly waihoe&ameer came nearer and disturb mie .. they both+angel like bulliying me .. lol :DD dhen wai hoe also splash water at mie and angel larf ! wth ! hahah ! :DD
but i dun mind :D *no jokes no fun mahh * (:
afta sch no D&T remedial ! weee ~ && met aqil at clementi .. wanted to watch movie at downtown east but it seems to be late as aqil's going to werk . so by 6 he mux chao from pasir ris :D
then , we went simei to eat at banquet && go jalan2 there :DD hahahs ! :D
so this is the pichas he took for mieee :D
My fwens kol mie **SHORTYY but i guess i'm not ! I'm just the irah BONCET :DD heheh..
Afta wich , aqil send me home , tot of lepakk at my blokk there but end up my mum asked him to come inside my house .. he was shy lurhss ! he sooooo cuteeee :D hehehexx :DD dhen blahblahblah , mum ask questions to him && its not the first tyme he miting my mum . lol (: && before he went home , my small brother took picha of us (:
oh , it's aqil , rina my sister && irah :d hehe (: i ♥ them ((: && btw he was at my house during that time :p
okayy till here , wanna to studyyy :DD
STUDYY ! STUUDYYYY ! damn ! hahas :DD
love ya ppls (:
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miting boyfiee :D
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 3:55 AM
Todayyy its tue .. its a boring dayy for mie ): feeling as if im gonna sick soon ! awwwwhhh ):
i'm not feeling well todayy && thanx angel fer ur care & concern towards mie saying : get well soon hunneyy ! to angeline : thanxx babe ! :DD
&& i won't forget during chemistry class . Mie & angeline , naomi && jia ling larfing abt the *CONEYYY* hahah ! :DD its refering tooooo u all know la hor ((: * shhhsssshhh :D kehkehkeh (:
afta sch , mit aqil ! heheh :DD and we went jurong point . i fetch him coz he jux woke up and then eat ljs :D yummyyy ! :DD
&& after which , we went home by taking taxi . he sent mie , supposed to send mie at pasir ris interchnge , but i slept inside the taxi and he jux sent me straight in front of myy hs .. thnxx syg :D AND he knew i was sickkk ):
** wth ! oh , my bf got nth beta to do beside taking my pichas (: pai-sehhh !
** YUMMMYYY !! :DD
** This is wat i ate at Jurong Point (; LOL!
&& lastly ! I'm Aqil's Nuisance Bbygerl ♥ && i adores stitch :DD ! hahahs ! btw , that stich is yan ju's NOT mineee :DD
gtg now ! || sick || ):
ily my ppls ! :D
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having fun time in school with peeps ♥
Monday, February 22, 2010 4:01 AM
Oh , i'm backkk ! :D nth beta things to do so i'm updating myy blogg (;
BO-RINGGG !! aqil's start werking night time oredyy ... gaaaahsss )):
aniwae , today wanted to mit up wit elly-my hunneyyy ! but was cancelled due to the afta sch shits :] hahah !! :DD but nehmindd , mayb next week miting her (;
&& about raiha , tmr was planned to mit each otha , but she had to cancelled it ); awwwhh ... why evrybodyy is so freaking busy !! ):
hoping to mit eu both SOON !!! ily myy darlings ((:
todayy in sch , having fun wif my bestie - ANGELINE ! larfing wif her like mad dog .. hahahah! :DD maths class , she was soo boring nearly falling asleep ... heheheh :DD && i was paying attention to MR LAI teaching .. heheh ! :DD i'm a good girl mahh .. kehkehkeh ;p
we aslo did disturbing the SU YEE !! :DD me and angel larfing siaa . LOL ! :D
Go bio class ohh , we did pay attention , doing the plant practical .. err if im not wrong - pollunating ? watever shit uhs ! heh :D && guess wat , bio test FAILED!! scored 5-6 .. First time angeline won miee , i guess .. heheheh :DD
nehmind try harder for next week common test ! :DD oh shit !!!!!!!!! havent studyyyy ... i'm deaddd !! :DD
todayy got bio afta sch lesson and afta finishing our werk , this is wat me and angeline dooo ! :DD
*so called :ANGELINE the meowmeow ! hahahs ! :DD she shy uhsss (:
opppsyyy ! CANDID beybehhh ! :DD hahah !
okayyyy , dis is wat she did to mie : pulling my middle finger ; she got nth beta to do , kip bulliying miee :D hahas !
oh myyy angeline ! why kip hiding ! grrrrrrs :D
**pouttt is loved beybehhhh ! :DD i love her ! :D
It's me IRAH && JIA MIN : oh ! we jux finish doing our BIO N revision paper for remedial && jia min advertising the GREEN TEA ! heheh :DD
&& we both are the NCC GIRLS !! NCC THE WAYYYY !! :D yeahh ! :D
okayy im out of werds now .. nytex ppls ! :D
I ♥ all my girlfwens ! :D
okayyyy byeeeeeeeee :D muaahhxx ! hehe :D
BO-RINGGG !! aqil's start werking night time oredyy ... gaaaahsss )):
aniwae , today wanted to mit up wit elly-my hunneyyy ! but was cancelled due to the afta sch shits :] hahah !! :DD but nehmindd , mayb next week miting her (;
&& about raiha , tmr was planned to mit each otha , but she had to cancelled it ); awwwhh ... why evrybodyy is so freaking busy !! ):
hoping to mit eu both SOON !!! ily myy darlings ((:
todayy in sch , having fun wif my bestie - ANGELINE ! larfing wif her like mad dog .. hahahah! :DD maths class , she was soo boring nearly falling asleep ... heheheh :DD && i was paying attention to MR LAI teaching .. heheh ! :DD i'm a good girl mahh .. kehkehkeh ;p
we aslo did disturbing the SU YEE !! :DD me and angel larfing siaa . LOL ! :D
Go bio class ohh , we did pay attention , doing the plant practical .. err if im not wrong - pollunating ? watever shit uhs ! heh :D && guess wat , bio test FAILED!! scored 5-6 .. First time angeline won miee , i guess .. heheheh :DD
nehmind try harder for next week common test ! :DD oh shit !!!!!!!!! havent studyyyy ... i'm deaddd !! :DD
todayy got bio afta sch lesson and afta finishing our werk , this is wat me and angeline dooo ! :DD
*so called :ANGELINE the meowmeow ! hahahs ! :DD she shy uhsss (:
opppsyyy ! CANDID beybehhh ! :DD hahah !
okayyyy , dis is wat she did to mie : pulling my middle finger ; she got nth beta to do , kip bulliying miee :D hahas !
oh myyy angeline ! why kip hiding ! grrrrrrs :D
**pouttt is loved beybehhhh ! :DD i love her ! :D
It's me IRAH && JIA MIN : oh ! we jux finish doing our BIO N revision paper for remedial && jia min advertising the GREEN TEA ! heheh :DD
&& we both are the NCC GIRLS !! NCC THE WAYYYY !! :D yeahh ! :D
okayy im out of werds now .. nytex ppls ! :D
I ♥ all my girlfwens ! :D
okayyyy byeeeeeeeee :D muaahhxx ! hehe :D
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Happy one year nine months anniversary baby ! ♥
Sunday, February 21, 2010 4:51 AM
HAPPY 1yr9mths to aqil bby (: hope our r'ship last long till we are <3
I'm sorie fer all my wrong doings to eu syg . i ♥ you freaking muchh !! muaaackkkss ! #210508 <3
todayy nth fun la .. super BO-RING ! boyfie asked to finish up all my hmwk.i tot of do sum revision on eng&maths but end up using comp. kehkehkeh :D online msn , nobodi to chat wif coz all my loves ones are offline ): *crying
Today otp wif aqil , he says sumting like
Aqil:ehq wait ! i want to tell eu sumtik !
Irah:lol ! wat ? eu wanna say ily rite ? hahah :D
Aqil:noo !! awwh ... eu forgotten sumtink ..
Irah:*scraching her head & thinking* :D eu wanna say ily rite2 ? *larfing*
Aqil:oh gosh ! nooo !! eu really forgetten sumtink ! he sounds sad . lol :D
Irah: ohhh yaaa !! i remember ! its our anniversaryyy !! *larfing&pai-seing* kehkehkeh:DD
Aqil:oh eu forget is it ?? he sound sad .=x
Irah:i'm sorie darling , i really forget coz normally i'm always the person who countdown our anni.&& now is ur turn .. heheh :DD i'm stress out la .. go a lot of hmwk , blahblah ..(:
Aqil:oh i see i see ,nvm *larfing*
Irah:okayy bby ! i wish him happy 1yr9mths to him (: saying ily .. mwahhx evrything laa..
Aqil:&&he wish me the same thing too ...
awwwh .... isn't it sweet ?? haha !! :DD &&& jus to inform eu tat IMY ! :D
i forgot to wish roxanne happy birthdayy yest..
To roxanne tqx : HAPPY belated 16th BIRTHADYY pweetyhead ! ((: && last long wif ur husband ! hahah :DD
okayy till here , nth much to sayy alreadyy (:
okayyyyy byeeeeee :DD
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Saturday, February 20, 2010 5:25 AM
☆ Your one&only Irah b0ncet ♥ Áqil's nuisance bbygerl (:
hello ppls !
sorry taq update .. i'm kinda lazy.. busy blaja uhs , mcm phm ehq ?? gaaahss ! (:todayy nite very fun ! haha (: edit gmbr && camwhore wit aqil :D
check out all our pichas ehq ! heees :DD
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lols ... nth beta to do .. all this is from aqil's idea .. so yeahh ((: heheh ((:
lastly , ily bbyboi ♥
okayy ... byeee :DD
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010 3:06 AM
Todayy morning go sch wiff HIM ! :D im sorry for pang-seing angeline ((:
i promise my boyfie to go sch wit him twice a week .. so yeahh :D
i can't break promises to him again .. it feels sad for him =x
todayy sch quite okayyy la (: and guess wat , it's FARZANAH birthdayy ! (:
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAYY MY DEAR FARZANAH ♥
Afta remedial mit aqil at bukit gombak coz he just ended his motor prac . But he failed ): nvm , try again baby (: i'll always be there for eu (;
then , in mrt i was sleeepyyyyyy ... TIRED !! ((:
he send me home and before that we went banquet and eat .. my food was suckk ! prawn noodle taste like as if a sick ppls are suitable to eat tat . lols . YUCKKKSS !!! :DD
he send me home by taking taxi :D && before tat i still got tyme to take his candid photo ((: hahahah !!
CANDID !! ((: haha ! :DD
reaching my home there i saw my neighbour iman&&othas .. lols .. shouting myy name *It's NURUL !! i was stunned ! i just smile at him and some of his fwens (:
&& i walk home straight then (:
i online straight away , elly says shes got probs && hopefulli shes alryte now , afta i comfert her :D shee rawwkkk !! (: ily girlfy :D be strong yeaa ?? theres handsome guyyss outside there waiting fer eu . Not only one baby (: must smile always okayys hunns ♥
♥♥irah bonçet
i promise my boyfie to go sch wit him twice a week .. so yeahh :D
i can't break promises to him again .. it feels sad for him =x
todayy sch quite okayyy la (: and guess wat , it's FARZANAH birthdayy ! (:
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAYY MY DEAR FARZANAH ♥
Afta remedial mit aqil at bukit gombak coz he just ended his motor prac . But he failed ): nvm , try again baby (: i'll always be there for eu (;
then , in mrt i was sleeepyyyyyy ... TIRED !! ((:
he send me home and before that we went banquet and eat .. my food was suckk ! prawn noodle taste like as if a sick ppls are suitable to eat tat . lols . YUCKKKSS !!! :DD
he send me home by taking taxi :D && before tat i still got tyme to take his candid photo ((: hahahah !!
CANDID !! ((: haha ! :DD
reaching my home there i saw my neighbour iman&&othas .. lols .. shouting myy name *It's NURUL !! i was stunned ! i just smile at him and some of his fwens (:
&& i walk home straight then (:
i online straight away , elly says shes got probs && hopefulli shes alryte now , afta i comfert her :D shee rawwkkk !! (: ily girlfy :D be strong yeaa ?? theres handsome guyyss outside there waiting fer eu . Not only one baby (: must smile always okayys hunns ♥
♥♥irah bonçet
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2:57 AM
taken by irah ((:
he's cute isn't it ?? ((:
hahas ! ((:
ilovehim ppls ! :DD
thnxx baby fer the photo ((:
ily darling ♥
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i'm sorry for evrything bbylove ♥
Monday, February 15, 2010 6:55 PM
i'm sorry fer everything my bbylove ... i've regretted for every mistakes i've done to euu ..
i neva apreciate eu for wat eu had done to me .. í've broken my promise to eu && i'm truly sorry ):
i neva apreciate eu for wat eu had done to me .. í've broken my promise to eu && i'm truly sorry ):
i'm just a troublemaker girl hu always hurt eu ): my heart only got YOU ! just YOU ! YOU !
No one can replace eu syg .... haish ...
i'm just a useless freak to you ..
i owe you thousands of sorry .. i didnt mean ..
no point for me saying sorry .. coz eu still can feel the deep pain inside ur heart ..
forgive me for evrything syg ?? i'll my best to change (:
u're WORLD , LIFE , EVERYTHING ! i swear :D
lastly i truly love eu sweetheart (:
irah boncet syg sepet <3
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